Paint Me Your Colours

I don't write with clear intents. I don't write with customary words. I write in strange concepts that only I can comprehend. I follow a rhythm. I listen to the beating of my heart and of your heart. I listen to the silent whispers that no one else hears. I admire the breaks amidst conversations. I hear nothing and write about everything. I judge the world for all of its flaws, while I remain immaculate. I see the pains you reflect through your eyes. Whenever your body screams with terror, my body also twitches in pain. I am your voice. I feel what you feel. I ache because you are broken. I write because the world is breaking bit by bit and I'm dying with it. No one gets me, and I don't understand you either.

We are all searching for a safe solace to rest our heads on in this confusing place. I am lost and I am looking for the soul that's supposed to walk along with my reflection. I've lost sense of self. We have all conformed to the usual, to the accepted, to the ordinary. We embody everyone, but have become no one. We create the nightmares we witness every night. All the lust, the pride, and wrath have turned us into our very own monsters. I trace the paths of a stranger when I should really carve my own footprints. I live inside the corners of my head, and have rejected the outside reality. I am messing up humanity as I continue to speak in tongues that nobody ever listens to.

We all need to just breathe and observe the steady rise and fall of our lungs. We have to appreciate the dull and boring details of life. We need to let go of our differences. We need to go out there, and try things with no fear. Life is about sensitivity and creativity. It's about pausing for the sound of white and seeing the world in many wonderful colours. It's about building identity through our own undertaking. We need to start a new language, paint the world in pink and green, echo the frenzied beats of the drums, bruise our hearts then laugh about it, chase the tails of a rainbow, taste the rain, smile at the sun and to JUST have fun with life. Life is sometimes crazy and awful, but it is still amazingly beautiful.